April 2012
17 posts
So Many Emotions, So Little Time
The past few days have been CRAZY emotional for me.
Friday was my orientation for nursing school. At first, it was SO surreal. It’s just now hitting me how many changes are about to happen in my life.
The good?
1. I’m about to start nursing school
2. I’m about to start nursing school at the best nursing school in the state
3. I’m getting SO close to my career and the start of my “life”
4. New things!
5. I’ll be moving out this summer
6. I’ll be studying nursing
7. I have great, supportive parents that going out of their way to help me
8. I’m moving to St.Louis
The bad/scary/terrifying/nerve-wracking?
1. I’m about to start nursing school
2. Nursing school is significantly more difficult, strenuous, and time consuming than university and other majors. Like crazy hard.
3. It’s very easy to fail at difficult things
4. I start in 4 weeks and have no idea where I’m going to live
5. I also haven’t really figured out this loan thing.
6. I have no idea who’s going to live with me
7. I still need to finish strong at SEMO
8. Being one of the best nursing schools, it also costs a lot. A crazy high amount. Eek.
9. My parents have gotten even crazier and pressuring.
10. I’m going to have to re-start my life
11. I’m going to have to make new friends
12. I’m leaving my life at SEMO. Including the best church and church family ever and great friends.
Agh, and that was just Friday. I keep going from excited to anxious to overwhelmed to ecstatic to nervous, and all around again.
That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
Is all time low doing anything with the hustler club for warped? Should I sign up?
Does anyone know? I’m going to Warped in St.Louis and want to know if I should join!
Can I just say..
How proud of myself I am for my sudden self kick in the ass? Like, it was homework marathon in here. Took an online test, online assignment, discussion board post, AND wrote a paper in 3 hours. What a champ.
Dear Suitemates:
It’s the middle of April, ITS TIME TO TURN THE HEAT OFF IN THE BATHROOM.
Signed,
I’m sick of breaking a sweat just to pee. And I don’t like passing out in the shower.
so brendon turned 25 today
how did this happen
wow remember that 17 year old mormon boy who was excited to stay up late when he stayed at pete wentz’s house aw
why don’t you just tear my heart out and stomp on it thanks
“Some of you say, ‘But I don’t think God should get angry.’ First I would ask, who are you? And second, would you worship a God who looked down and saw rape, child molestation, abuse, oppression, tyranny, tragedy, and evil.. would you worship a God who looked at this world and said, ‘I don’t know, looks fine to me! Doesn’t bother me!’ That would not be a good God, that would not be a loving God, that would not be a just God, that would not be a holy God, that would be Satan.”
—Mark Driscoll (via martelthechristianrapper)
