Just now downloaded the soundtrack. It gets even better after not hearing for 3 months :)
I mean, this is MY Tumblr, so why have I turned another one of my accounts on the Internet to someone else? My Facebook is for friends and relatives, I’m not remotely anything like I am on Facebook. Twitter? Also for my friends so they see I’m not as uptight as I am on Facebook. Tumblr? I turned it into a Panic! tribute blog. I follow others, I get on here to read what others have to say, what they feel. I feel like it’s time I actually say what I feel, what I have to say.
So, an introduction.
I am Amanda, I’m 19. I’m a sophomore in college, studying Nursing. I have a tendency to put everyone’s needs before my own, and feel incredibly guilty if I don’t do so. I’m overweight, and act comfortable with it. Actually, for the most part I am. It really gets to me when I see how it’s holding me back.
I’m a Christian, and am typically conservative in my values. This is kind of being tested right now. I’ve never been on a date, in a relationship, or been kissed. This isn’t necessarily on purpose.
I’m 19 and I still don’t feel like I belong anywhere. My friends don’t understand me, or know me, they just like being around me because I’m funny.
I feel pretty when I’m home and just finished getting ready. This misconception usually ends when I actually go out and no one mentions it, or I see someone else prettier. I’m okay with this though.
I’m average, mediocre. My grades are alright, I’m alright at playing clarinet, etc. Like the Little Women song, I just want to astonishing, extraoridinary at something. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see what God uses me for.